My New Sunny Disposition

Arrggghhhhh.....ok this is not helping with the whole positive attitude.

I just tried to write my second post and I bloody lost the thing.....though on the bright side I cocked up while trying to get to grips with my lovely new laptop my lovely boyfriend just got me.

Some good things happened today...

I was very proud of my children who shared so nicely with their friends, we baked some nice cakes, and instead of getting arsey with my little boy for sitting on the windowsill I joined him up there and I now understand its appeal!

All in all a rather noneventfull day but very enjoyable.

Well I have decided to kick my nasty little habit of complaining and moaning. I am going cold turkey, this is the new half glass full me!

Sadly I have a little secret. I set this resolution on Saturday night and somehow by Sunday morning I was up to my old tricks, having a good old moan over coffee with a friend...not a successful start on my journey to finding the inner cheery me, considering at least 8 of those hours between making and breaking my resolution were spent asleep!!

After some spectularly shitty news on Sunday night, I didn't have high hopes for Monday being the day of my rebirth as a reformed complainer, however by Tuesday I thought I should don a pair of rose tinted glasses and try again.

Largely I think it went OK, however it is now just after 1 in the morning and I have been woken up by my little boy who has a cold. :0(

But you know what I think I am going to enjoy looking for the silver lining in things because as I was hugging my sweaty little boy, instead of feeling sorry for myself that once again it was me and not my other half doing the midnight shift, I just embraced the overwelming contentedness you get from hugging your babies!